I’m Feeling Antsy | Update

I’M FEELING ANTSY. There’s so much going on, so much I want to do, and the year is ending. So much is happening, has happened, so much to talk about, but for now, I am updating my website and creating new images for every post. Every post! That is hella daunting, dude. I lost all my images in the move, and every post is image-less! And I am creating brand-new images from scratch! I will assign images to the whole site, one day.

I’M ALSO READING OLD POSTS from years ago! 2012, 2017, 2019, and damn! It’s depressing how long I’ve been doing this and how little I’ve accomplished. Man, I’ve been stagnating. Nothing has worked. But whatever, I’m going to keep going till my last breath, as they say.

AS YOU CAN SEE I am no longer running under the Hand of Rel moniker. I even dropped it from the title of my novels. I may have mentioned this before? Maybe I did but never wrote it down. In any case, I decided to go by PuppeEProf.

I DECIDED TO DROP Hand of Rel for a lot of reasons. First, everyone kept referring to me as Rel. She’s a character in my book, and so that’s the first thing. The other one is I wanted to start over. I had a ton of family and friends following me, and only about 5 ever liked, shared, or interacted with my posts. But I could see them lurking, following every post, but never saying anything? For years!

I wanted to start fresh and decided to ghost them, block them all on my new PuppetEProf persona, and just do my thing. I wanted to quit worrying if they saw, if they were going to interact, or if they even cared. It’s also nice to not censor myself for fear of being judged by friends and family.

I CHOSE PUPPETEPROF because I love puppets. And I created a character, based on the Doctor from Doctor Who, in Rel’s world called Mr. E. Professor. I put the two together and voila! New name. New identity. New me! New year.

THE PAST FEW MONTHS HAVE SUCKED! So that’s why I could be more antsy and tired. I don’t know. But that’s for a later, much bigger post. In short, I was homeless, uprooted from Northern California, moved to Southern California, and my family moved into my wife’s dad’s house (he has hated me for years). So that was a scary move. Although we are okay, for now? He’s trying, and I’m trying. But that’s another story.

YEAH! NEW THINGS are on the horizon! I’ll speak more about it all soon. In the meantime, I’m updating the website, and I am now PuppetEProf! Nice to meet you, I hope you come along on this journey. Please take care, God bless, and you rock! Bye~!